a repeated longing...

well i'm at the stage where i still wanna give up on being healthy every day. i'm tired, grumpy and stressed. but i know, i know, it's all gonna be worth it. my body is just resisting this majorily. and thanks to ang, mum and sarah for your support. the road is still long but i'll get there.


i am also sick and tired at the moment of waiting to find someone....to be loved. i know it's no big deal, and no matter how much i try to shrug the feeling off or keep busy, i still think about it. even in my dreams! but i think it's who i am *shrug* maybe. AND! man i'm sick of dreaming about shaun, how we are friends or nearly get back together but don't because something always gets in the way in the dream. don't worry i am clear i don't want to get back with him ever, it's just falling in love that i'm chasing. i guess i'm just whinging at the moment and feeling sorry for myself in many ways.

on a lighter note, i have seen the pics from the super heroes party. will put the pics up later this week. reports are due!! argh!!!