it's enough now

it's enough now

i'm sorry


i never realised what an asshole i am at heart. i tell myself that i'm a caring person and that i'm not selfish. that's further from the truth than i ever realised.

sorry i didn't take your invite seriously i read it properly to make it important. what was i thinking - it's my best friend's b'day for christ sake. i would be devo if you did this to me - and yet you never would.

in saying this - you don't deserve a friend like me. a friend who will hurt you and not treat you like the divine best friend that you are.

i'm sorry if this has ended our friendship for you - i understand if it's the last straw. i understand completey.

and to say sorry is not enough - because if i was sorry the first few times, i wouldn't have keep on treating you less than what you are. so i will not be the victim - i love ya lots...i'm sorry la.